~Shadow…Verse Ichi~

And so…I lost
Two strikes…
Well its been awhile since I lost
Since that injury
I was forced to refrain
Even my shadow did

But today
Somehow…
The one that was always white
Turned black

A sign to me again?
Saa…ore wa nani mo wakattenaishi…
But somehow
I saw what i should not
I was curious
This soul was somehow
Persuaded by its own shadow
Indirectly

Those direct attacks were merely…
A divergence.
And I fell into the amai wana
Yes,
I prepared it for those occasions

When I need to forget…

But it arised to me….
Why do I need to forget?
Yappari…ore mo ningen na….
Ore mo….ano kimochi ga aru…
Atarimaeda…

It hurts…
But the weight was no more…
Yet another weight came…

I should have not picked the seed in the first place
Look at this mess…
My hands….tainted
Twice tonight

This soul….how many more must I commit?
These omoi…another weight came…
Orewa….yurusaretainda…
The sinner wishes to be forgiven…

Ore wa….mata…ka?
(Daijyoubudesu)
Sou?
(Mada…Kibou ga aru)
Hontouka!?
(Soudesuyo, dakara…tachinasai)
Hai.
(Tatakaenasai, watashi wa….matteimasu….)
Aa…ore wa, zettei makeneida!
(Soudesu. Anatawa, watashi no naito dakara)
Aa….I must not perish here
His holy blood runs within my weak body….
His light glimmers in my wavering soul….
At least,
I must not fail him….

I will keep on fighting….

And for what that has been done cannot be undone
I will have to suffer through the underworld
There…my atonement awaits…
I must repent and atone…
That is the only way for my journey…
Matteruze….ore wa…ikuyo.

I will not make you wait longer than you have to.

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