~Shadow…Verse Ni~
Mata…ka?
This time it was 3.
I was not wise enough
The sheild backfired
I thought it could aid me
On my quest for focus
It did….but
I had to compensate
The sheild triggered my shadow
I was about to lose to it…
Then I turned around and looked…
Towards my grace
Still I looked at her with my shadow’s eyes
And there….
Three strikes of lost and sorrow
I had lost again…
What kind of servant am I to defy my Lord?
I kept repeating it…
I need help…to strenghten my heart…
It comes yet again…
Im losing my sanity
Though I know I must not
I…will…try….my…best…
Tis a sad thing
My Lord…please help me…
You are my only hope…
In anyway you can, please….
Forgive me….
And show me where to go…
Must I result in blood-lust?
Must I use force?
Must I kill?
Or…
Should I be like the leaves, the wind, the streams…
Following the flow,
Adjusting with its surroundings?
I need guidance…please…
Show me the way…
