Oh how blessed am I?
Grateful I am.
Endure I must…
Yet cherry seemed like the first period…
The facade caught me huh…
Add in some innocence
And "selambe"ness
And another mood to tantalize me…ugh
Heh…well I guess there’s no need to fear…
I got Bell and Tear afterall.
Bell…cast us your Immortal Wall…
Tear…sing me your Fonic Hymns…
As I slash through my own darkness…
And life goes on…
And then…It came again…
Tch…how I miserably gave in…
And so began the holiest day of the week
Surprisingly…
As it were fated…
I met one of the direct descendants…
Oh what a joy!
Is this a sign?
Saa ne…and my day continues…
Hisashiburidana…omaera…
Minna…kawatta…
Well it was fun
Mata au na…
May you guys succeed in what you dream
I too will strive for my goals
See ya later XD
In this new year…
Much I learned…
I know not where to begin…
You are…the briger of good news…
The bringer of peace…
May you be given the highest rank and title in heaven…
For heaven without you…
Is an empty vessel…
Today…another kitab launched…
Youre perfectness…
I shall indulge…for guidance
Please allow me to understand it…
Too many things…yet I know not what I must write…what I must not…
Oh peace and blessing be upon him…
I too hope to be with you in heaven…
Oh peace and blessing be upon you…
Gained…no this is a matter not to be said…no?
As I listen to your soft voice
Flashbacks of my good old days swept
How happy I was then
Hoping to find you at my journey’s end
You gave me strenght
Courage and perseverance
But…as weak as I am…
I’m sorry…
I was indulged in the mirage garden about me
You faded slowly from my heart
But…
Even if the entire universe is between us
Even if I lose all our memories together…
I will find you…and start over
My fight is not yet over
Many battles lie ahead
Please, heal my wounds and pray for me
When I take rest…sing me the beautiful qasidahs
Tell me the tales of our beloved…
So I would gain strenght from him…
Lets walk together again…ne?
This should have enterd earlier on
Well on to it…
Perhaps this garden has just been one big illusion…
Well the cherry gave me quite a blizzard
Cherry is quite undecisive…and unskilled in some parts
Still confused…like me…
Tried to seek the wise I did, but no reply…perhaps the wise is not too wise…
Now what?
Saa…I still have my Bell flower…no?
Such a fast transition
How fast do humans change?
I do not know…nor do I care
Light…I was showered by it
It was peaceful
Much I learned
Whether I understood or not
That is a different story
For I am a mere baby
At least that is what I think of myself
I am at the mere first step of this journey
The first phase
I think I am just starting it
No…perhaps it is set so I am there
Struggling
Struggling for resistence, strenght…forgiveness
Perhaps here is not the place
To say what I’ve learned
Mere fools cannot comprehend
The mind is useles in this arena
"Bring fourth your foolishness..and you will understand"
Those lazy humans
They make our lives harder than it already is
If you don’t want to do it…don’t make it taboo!
The imbeciles
Heck…some don’t even understand a letter of this arena
Those kalam
Cannot be read single-handedly
You think you’re smart enough?
The mind is not the learner here…you’ll go crazy!
They are written to be explained…bit by bit…
Word by word…letter by letter…
Going solo won’t help! Fools!!!
Nga…
Even after all that…I…
Succummed back into darkness…
Guess…I should push my fighting further…
Untill I collapse…
Well…the war continues…
Until next time…perhaps if its destined so…
Mata…maketa
Tatakau…kougeki…shinakatta
I gave up before I fought
Where is my battle spirit?
Maybe I’m just not summoning it…
How much longer must this continue…
I must…stand up.Tate!
Mata…ka…
Ore…yowai na…
Daga…sensou ga mada owattenai.
Dakara…tatakau…tsuzuku…
Warui yatsu…utsu…
Kanojyou…matteiru…
Konna sekai touka…asoko touka…wakaranai…
Mata…ka…
Ore…madamadadana
Kutsou!
Iiikageni!
Omae no hontou no chikara wa misete morau!
Omae no tatakau iu wa doko ni aru?
Saa, tate!
