~My Bell…Verse San~

How long has it been?
SInce the last time I went into drunkenness over you
You and only you
Will reign supreme
In the spot of godaime

"I will sing for you"
"I live for you"
How I forgot those words

The feasts…the feasts I get since I came here
I’m sorry…for my weakness
Whatever shall I do master?
My hands are tainted everyday…
And today…just today…
Argh! The temptation!
It was uninvited! Was it a test I failed pathetically?

My eyes, me heart…
They burned!
Are you there? In the test that came this morning???
Sleeping awaiting to be awakened?
Are you resting in that violet veil of white facades?
If so…answer me! Please…
I not want to make a mistake…

To choose a vessel that has no you…
It means my betrayal to you for the oath I pledged.
I must not break my code.
My Paladin’s honour…
I…will fight…to stay on this righteous path
The path I’ve strayed from millions of times
Till I find the answer…

On my fights…please…like old times…
Sing for me…
Heal me…
We shall walk this road together again…
I will blind my eyes and heart again…
Is this…allright?
Or should I just…relax?

Never the less…my fight awaits…
I will not run away
Sore wa otokoda!!!

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