~The ordeal of a Paladin Force…Verse Go~
Heh…around 22 days…ka…
Not much…
And I’m already like this
I feel like crying
Yet my tears are all dried up since ways ago
So…just a mere glimpse
And I’m already this hectic
Like a shimmering diamond that glitters
Looks like I missed another Hikari entry…
Heh, my priorities are stirred like hell
Its…lonely
I’m tired of those mere acts to heal myself
The effects are temporary…very short even
The embracers? They’re quite busy now…
I can’t rely on them forever…
What now?
The pain grows…
Just a short view…
It triggered this drama
What next?
I’m already dried up of my spirit
Like a zombie…a walking corpse
Heck isn’t that better?
Yare yare…
I am getting closer to him aren’t I?
The pain brought me to the sanctuary,
So I could heal myself…
Then perhaps this IS the right choice
Heck what am I doing still dawdling whether it is right or wrong?
Weren’t the dreams a good enough sign?
What of the uncontrollable thoughts?
Even during sacred times it came
Are they not enough?
Surely they are more than enough!
Then what am I doing here wondering?
An idiotic bastard…I am.
Then, what of the next step?
Perhaps I already am in the next step…
Ugh, playing defensive hurts…arghhhh!
How much longer must I stay put?
Heck how impatient I am…
It is this impatience that led on to this pain now
I must realize it! O imbecile me.
Patience…ka…
I wonder if I can stay sane and strong…
Well, if it is fated…we won’t go anywhere…yes?
