~Flashbacks…Verse Ichi…~
If only I stayed silent
At that time
Maybe it wouldn’t have sparked the ordeal
But I didn’t
It spread faster than a plague
This…is all my fault
Its too late to undone
We can’t go back…I can’t
If only I was calm enough
I might be laughing now, smiling a smile of happiness
Yet…here I am…
In this solitude
All alone
In the shadows
Weak and spiritless
I have not the spirit to fight back
The shadow cycle spins rapidly
All this may not actually be connected…
Yet again, maybe they are
Is this…my punishment?
Eventhough I was the one who brought this…this sad wind onto myself…
It might have been written from the very beginning…
One of many possibilities
And I made my fate walk on this road…
Aren’t I foolish?
"Learn from our mistakes and move on…"
Easier said than done.
This pain, this anguish of regret of my own ignorance and selfishness…
I can barely stay sane
How weak can I get…hahaha
I always told myself to be strong…
Yet…in the end…nothing!
Is this even the end?
Saa…I don’t really know…
Its scary to know when it’ll end, no?
But I don’t know
Not knowing when it’ll end…but I still linger around aimlessly
Really, what kind of ungrateful servant am I?
Orokana, yowai, heh…
So, I have to embrace this punishment…
To atone for my sins? Or is it?
Saa…wakannai…
I wanted to believe it
But its all just a dream
I…can’t go back now…can I?
