~The ordeal of a Paladin Force…Verse Hachi~
I can hear them
Those words
Its been…127 days
55 days have passed since the last verse carved
Even more maybe…or less.
How they flew passed me…time…days.
Allow me to carve my feelings here
I know not where else to carve them
I feel like carving it here
Soredake.
Regrets, in these cold hands
Looking faraway
I feel lost often
Asking for guidance, always
Always…mayotte…
Yet, I do what I can first
Tis a start
Sometimes I wonder
What drove me to that insanity?
Why? Naze? How come?
Heh, at least I know…asking for reasons…
Its not actually a good thing to do.
Answers will descend when their time comes
Just like they were written.
Yet, I still sometime wonder
Though how pointless and futile it is
What drove me to be that berserker?
That selfish and idiotic beast?
Perhaps it is too early to grasp the answers now…
From deep within the tides of fate…
Or perhaps they were already presented in front of me…
Its just that…I am blinded…
By myself
My stupidity
By my impatience, immaturity and rash decisions.
Ah…this song…
The flowing petals
The green fields
The golden sands
Everything…will one day turn zero.
Chasing for these…is it not futile?
While you can chase something everlasting and infinite?
Its the toughest road, yes…but is it not worth it?
Rewind,
Interesting indeed…
For what I wish, is too far different from what I feel.
Is there a key missing?
Or are things hidden far beyond my sight?
Heh, I know not what is best for me.
Follow your gerak hati…ka…
