Tales of A Lost Soul

If only I had one wish
It’d be to repeat again
Those moments
I was a fool back then
Even replied like a jerk
Is there still a chance to amend?
My wrong doings?

How long…has it been?
Saa…mou…kamawan.
Holy remnants flash here and there
Shards of memories
The good moments and feelings
The comfort…
Now lost…

If only I could be reborn…and go through it all again.
I’ll pour my heart and soul to get it right.
But now…are my efforts worth to heal the field?
Saa…perhaps its all futile and useless.
Might as well stay put. And Weep.

Wonder how long I can last.
I’m not that strong.
Can I still amend this tattered sleeve?
Shards of the broken spheres…
Am I able to forge them back together again?

Perhaps…not with my own power.
My power alone is not enough.
I’m powerless to begin with.

Yet I still gaze at opaque mirages.
Avoiding the one the chiseled those illusions.
Am I afraid…or just…tired?
Answers only two know…perhaps three or more…
Heh…ore no sei da.

Yurusareru…ka…

*Inspired by kakeras of precious omoi, that flutters slowly…both happy yet sad.