Tales of A Lost Soul

Heh…
Let this small carving…
Remind me of this small event
A carving only I could unlock
Only I could disenchant.

Yes…twas bizarre
Obviously for because of the time and deed.
Well, whatever the reason
This could well enough…
More than enough actually.

If a man wanted to kill himself
But he wanted to have his last nap first
This ray of light would change his mind
He would not end his life
It would be enough to make him smile,
A warmth enough to last a few years
At least thats what I think.

A gentleness that transcends time and space.
I can still feel it.
I can still remember it.

Whether this is a mere game or not
Its not for me to decide is it?
I’ll just accept it as it is.
For this has returned a few years of my life that I had thrown.
Nanka…ureshii.

Ah…I’m losing my grasp of reason.
Madness ga…kuru.
Ugh…mou genkaika.
Iya, I must be strong.
Though this crazy cycle continues
I must fight on.
Sore shika…nai.

Ah, my rational mind wavers
My hands…heh tainted as always.
Yet I can still smile like this.
Heh… I wonder if I am still sane?
Perhaps its time to take a step back and enjoy the scenery.

Yeah, need a break.
Some rest.
A place for my wounds to heal.
For my mind to gaze into the wind.
For my heart to lie down peacefully.

Peace…perhaps a song of peace would do.
A song for comforting sorrow
To heal the pain of losing
To caress those streaming tears
To calm vengeance within.
To the place where stars fall…
We’ll see each other again.

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I love you enough to let you go free
Motto…motto tsuyokunaru kara
Mamoritai…sono egao,
Tsuyoku
Tsuyoku.