I felt…empty
I didn’t care.
Everything didn’t mean a thing.
How clueless.
How foolish.
It was a good wind turn.
Just me and the peaceful night.
The breezy wind
Strolling slowly in that moment
Guess this is the 2nd time in memory.
I just went randomly the first time.
Well it turned out good.
Very good.
Ah the second time…was subtly good I guess.
That third…heh it wasn’t actually on heart.
Twas…hungry..haha.
No one else…me alone.
And the silent night.
Didn’t cared bout the nightly dangers.
Heh, I’m a guy afterall.
So I went blindly, slowly.
Just followed where my heart said.
Randomly picking, enjoying it slowly…
But it was also…
It kinda had a feel of freedom I guess.
Doing whatever I wanted.
Worrying bout nothing.
Just leaving it all to those chains instead.
But I liked that moment.
Anyways, guess I better wake up.
About time I get moving and do what I must.
I’ve played around more than enough.
Lets give this a slow try.
We’ll see where we’ll go.
Its the right thing to do anyway.
Sigh…I hope it is.
But now…I’ll get some rest.
Then maybe be like what others are doing.
Giving it their all.
Just hope I wont go too far out and kill myself again.
Heh…guess there’s no need to fear actually.
I’ll rest if I get tired.
I’ll take a step back and enjoy the scenery if things get messy.
I kinda know where to go and find healing.
So I won’t just go and drop dead this time.
Yeah…this time…I’m not alone.
I’ve got great friends.
